July 2007 archive
The week ahead
Today: Catching up on paperwork. Baby feeding, care. Not
fully aware of outside world.
Tuesday: The Minnesota PUC holds its final hearings from the
stakeholders on whether to approve the mandatory power purchase
agreement between Xcel and startup company Excelsior Energy. Remember,
the commissioners are looking at a professional judgment that
recommends not approving the risky deal and are employed by a Governor
who wants it for political reasons.
Wednesday: St. Louis County Fair opens in Chisholm!
Thursday: Final deliberations by the PUC on the Excelsior matter. If
the purchase agreement is nixed, the project is dead. If it is
approved, we are in for SIX YEARS of legal wrangling and back door
deals before the project gets bought out or smothered by a pillow in
the night. Big bucks, no whammies!
Friday: To be determined. Drinking, maybe?
Saturday: Seven years of marital bliss in the Brown household.
Beware twin swarm
(This is weekly Hibbing
Daily Tribune column for Sunday, July
29, 2007).
I am trying to limit writing about my new life
as father
of three boys, including a set of twins born this month. But in the
grocery
store, at work, in the bank, the people say: “I can’t wait to hear more
about those
twins.” If I were sleeping more or changing fewer than 20 diapers a
day, I
might say no. I might write about the new makeup of the Supreme Court
or the
dangers of childhood obesity. But a third of my day is spent fastening
and
unfastening onesies, with the rest spent hauling 120-pound bags of
dirty
diapers that look like the monsters from “Tremors” to the dump. So,
here we go.
Doug and George are getting bigger all the time
and we’re
getting as many as four consecutive hours of sleep every night. Sleep
deprivation does things to your head. It manifests in different ways
between
Christina and me, but one common result is the erosion of the mental
filter
that prevents us from saying thoughts. For instance, after a 24 hour
period
with little sleep, we were talking about something we saw on the news.
When we
finished, Christina said, “I just had a conversation. That’s nice.” I
have the
same problem. Here is a random list of things I said last week that
would
normally remain inside my head:
“I love WD40!”
“Hey look, that lady is wearing a babushka!”
(After seeing a TV news report on Christian
toys,
including a plastic Jesus Christ of Nazareth) “You know, I just don’t
think the
real Jesus would have cut abs like that. Nutrition wasn’t that good
back then.
Does that make me an ‘ab’nostic.” (Followed by long, inappropriate
laughter at
own comment).
But after we got more sleep, we began to notice
more
about the world around us. Some interesting phenomena occur when you
take twins
out into public. The first is “twin swarm.” Twin swarm started the
moment we
left the hospital. Random strangers gathered around us like we were
Kevin Bacon
in “Footloose.” Then, days later, we all ventured out to a restaurant.
And
again later we visited folks at work. We began to realize that no
matter where
we go with the twins we are swarmed by people. Everyone means well and
we
certainly appreciate all the well wishes, but in our sleep deprived
state I
confess that the conversations become pretty repetitive. Allow me to
recreate a
common narrative with my unavoidably snide thoughts annotated in
parentheses.
Babies! (No, these are hams).
Two babies?! (Oh no! There were three when we
left the
house!)
Are they twins? (No. One of them is actually a
spare we
bought on the Internet for parts).
Are they identical? (You tell me, Hoss. What do
you see?)
At this point, many will begin to narrate the differences they see
between Doug
and George. “Oh, look, George is bigger,” “Doug has more defined
features,” or
“George is currently sitting on the left.” Then they look at us as
though
they’re telling us new information, to help us remember. It’s a little
like
those “Hocus Pocus” cartoons you used to see in the paper. “I think his
right
foot is moved somewhat and, look, that one’s ears are bigger.” Thank
you,
everyone on Earth, for setting us straight.
Do twins run in the family? (Not until sometime
between
nine and 15 months … wocka wocka!)
You’re going to have your hands full! (If only
it were
just our hands!)
The other interesting thing is that other
parents of
twins do not ask these questions. They simply grab you by the arm and
nod
knowingly. It’s like we’re in a club now. I’m not sure if it’s a secret
club
but I do know there will be free day care if they ever host a
convention.
Meantime, life with three boys continues.
Thanks to all
for your continued kindness. Yes, they are twins. No, they are not
identical.
Our hands are indeed very full.
More columns
Youth tracking to the Democrats
BROWN HQ (July 27, 2007) -- A new survey shows
Republican support among youth dropping dramatically. I found the story
in this
post on Politicalwire.com.
I worked with high school kids as a coach from 2003-2006 and I remember
being amazed at how conservative they were politically. In general they
seemed to buy into the talk radio notion of Democrats being weak and
inept and President Bush and the Republicans protecting us from evil.
This, despite the fact that many of the "Republicans" in the group were
angry about school funding cuts with several even supporting gay
marriage. For these kids, it was really about 9/11. They were maybe 10
or 12 when the terrorist attacks happened and it shaped their entire
world view. It became the most important problem on the planet for
them. They saw President Bush with the bullhorn at Ground Zero and they
listened and believed.
In the time since, the living people most responsible for those attacks
are still at large. We are mired in a poorly planned war in Iraq that
has no easy or immediate end. Hurricane Katrina. Predatory lenders run
amok. Corporate CEOs prosper and the middle class struggles harder and
harder to keep what they have. If this survey is to be believed, the
Republicans may have set themselves back for a generation.
As a Democrat, I'm glad to see that the next generation might be coming
to some of the same conclusions as me. But this is more an unbelievable
failure of the Republicans to create a permanent majority. From 2002
until maybe early 2005, the Republicans could have put us Dems on ice
for a long time. They could have pursued an inclusive foreign policy,
put the Iraq effort into capturing Osama bin Laden, cut taxes for the
rich a little less and cut them more for the middle class. Had they
done those things, Republicans would have a lock on Congress that might
have lasted as long as the one Democrats held for much of the 20th
Century. Bush really could have gone down in the history books as a
significant, maybe even great president. Perhaps the youth of today
will, in the future, look back and remember how terrible 9/11 was and
how badly Bush and the Republicans screwed up the aftermath. If that's
the case, our whole political climate may change in many incalculable
ways.
Brown on the air

BROWN HQ (July 26, 2007) -- My Saturday essay on KAXE's
"Between You and Me" with Heidi Holtan is about local foods. That's the
theme of the show after the station's general manager, Maggie
Montgomery, vowed to embark on a project that would replace her entire
diet with foods grown and produced in northern Minnesota. The topic
reminded me of the cultural role of food on my native Iron Range. Tune
in Saturday, July 28, from 10 a.m. to noon on 91.7 FM in northern
Minnesota or online at
www.kaxe.org.
Also this upcoming Sunday: my column will again explore my life as the
father of a 2-year-old and newborn twin boys. I'll post it here over
the weekend.
Wall Street Journal points out Coal's market problems
BROWN HQ (July 26, 2007) -- Yesterday the Wall Street Journal ran a
story by Rebecca Smith about coal-fired energy on its front page. I
found a link here,
but the most important part is the lede: "From coast to coast,
plans for a new generation of coal-fired power plants are falling by
the wayside as states conclude that conventional coal plants are too
dirty to build and the cost of cleaner plants is too high."
Here is my previously published
column on the matter.
The WSJ story references Excelsior Energy's proposed $2.3
billion coal gas power plant on the Range and offers this analysis
(bold and underlined text are my emphasis):
The (MN PUC administrative law judge)
concluded the 600-megawatt Excelsior plant wouldn’t be a good deal for
consumers. The judge
concluded it would cost
an extra $472.3 million, in 2011 dollars, to make the power plant
capable of capturing about 30% of its carbon dioxide emissions, and another $635.4 million to build
a pipeline to move the
greenhouse gas to the nearest deep geologic storage in Alberta, Canada.
Thus, $1.1 billion in pollution controls had the potential to inflate
the cost of power coming from the plant by $50 a megawatt hour, making
electricity from Excelsior twice as costly as power from many older
coal-fired plants that simply
vent their carbon dioxide. The recommendation will be considered by the
commission on Aug. 2.
Remember, this isn't "Mother Jones." This isn't the "New Yorker." This
is the freaking Wall Street Journal,
a conservative paper read by the people who would finance this project.
The lobbyists who run this "company" called Excelsior Energy keep
saying how clean their project is to gain deferred loans and special
treatment. All of what they've asked for has yet to include the truly
clean technology. These Excelsior guys, if the PUC grants them the
purchase agreement, will be BACK asking for more money to pay for the
sequestration and pipeline. Otherwise it's just going to be a coal
burner that makes toxic liquid smoke instead of toxic regular smoke.
Meantime, Gov. Tim Pawlenty (R) is making coal gasification plants his
priority for his term as chair of the National Governor's Association.
(Pawlenty appoints the members of the state PUC.) Sen. Norm Coleman
(R), up for re-election in 2008 and rapidly losing popularity because
of the Iraq War, is the single biggest backer of the Excelsior project
at the federal level. Pawlenty and Coleman are the last remaining
Republicans in major state offices and they know that touting jobs on
the Range might narrow the gap in this heavily Democratic area for a
tight '08 race. Then, in our neighborhood, most of our DFL state
lawmakers have blindly supported the project, throwing money and
support to an endeavor that robbed Iron Range Resources of money that
could have been better spent, providing political fuel for Republicans
and coal barons. If the PUC approves the project it will be for
strictly political reasons -- not because of its merits. Here's hoping
they won't. But if they do, Excelsior probably won't get private
financing and may not even get the federal permits. They declare
bankruptcy and we're out a whole lot
of money (hundreds of millions of dollars if they tap the federal loan
guarantees) for a plant that will either never be built or destroy the
energy market in Minnesota, a la California in the late 1990s.
Maybe then we'll finally change how we fund economic development on the
Range and shake up the local political climate. But by then the
terrible costs will have already been
incurred. We won't have as much mineral money. Redistricting will
further erode our political power. Another generation of Iron Rangers
may be forced to look at the Twin Cities as the most consistent hope
for secure
employment.
It doesn't have to happen this way, but those are the stakes.
Minivan Man
BROWN HQ (July 24, 2007) -- Today we inked a deal to buy
a minivan, specifically a 2006 Chrysler Town and Country. It's a
smooth-ridin' van and we can store stuff under the seats. Watch your
asses, East Side.
'You Tube' debate
BROWN HQ (July 24, 2007) -- I have largely avoided
watching the 2008 presidential debates this year because of their
staggering inaneness and irrelevance. I did, however, take in most of
last night's Democratic "You Tube" debate on CNN. It was actually a
pretty good debate, consider the number of candidates. Some
observations:
Hillary Clinton
In terms of debating style and image, she won this thing. I have never
been a big fan of Hillary's but last night I remember thinking how she
looked and talked like a president. She defies all of the stereotypes
about female candidates and was quick on her feet throughout.
Impressive. For the first time, I believe I could support a Clinton
candidacy ... if she wins.
John Edwards
I'm still voting for John Edwards. He was a little inconsistent in
presentation, but his message was what I was looking for and when he's
on, he's really good. He is
saying the same kinds of things about systemic change that Barack Obama
is (which I like), but is tougher than Obama so far. I also appreciate
that he's a mainstream candidate proposing bold things (universal
health care proposal that is feasible in the short term, specific
energy initiatives, etc.). His performance last night hit a personal
chord for me. I have written (and will continue to write) much
questioning the proposed coal gasification plant in northern Minnesota.
But even though I and others make convincing arguments showing the
procedural, economic and environmental problems with the Mesaba Energy
Project, most of our local and state Democrats support the damn thing
because it appeases the powerful coal interests while reducing some carbon emissions. Also, of
course: jobs, jobs, jobs (the rally cry of desperate Iron Range
developers). Last night,
Edwards said this:
"The last thing we need is another
carbon-based fuel in America. We need
to find fuels that are in fact renewable, clean, and will allow us to
address directly the question that has been raised, which is the issue
of global warming, which I believe is a crisis."
Edwards was talking about coal liquification, but coal gasification
without on-site carbon capture (like the Range proposal) is similarly
bad news. Edwards has also talked about the fact that whole notion of
"clean coal" is propped up by vast tax breaks and subsidies for coal
companies and the power companies that use their coal. (Also a problem
with the Mesaba project). This clean coal stuff is much more expensive
and less wonderful than we are told.
Anyway, I was wavering on my man Edwards, but I'm back in the fold. In
general, last night's debate solidified my confidence in the Democratic
field of candidates. The Republicans are actually in more disarray,
which is an historic rarity.
Barack Obama
I still like him, but he's got some sharpening to do if he's going to
beat Hillary in the early states. He has the pulse of the people with
his message about collaboration and change without compromising core
principles. But he is a little soft focus sometimes and a candidate
like Clinton will bury him every time if that continues. His campaign's
financial situation is nice, but he's not there yet. Until he steps it
up, he is my front-runner for VP.
Joe Biden
If this were 1952, a guy like him would be our nominee. He's smart and
tough. He also lacks any form of rhetorical filter to prevent him from
ruining a great statement with an off-the-cuff blunder. Secretary of
State, unless something changes.
Bill Richardson
Great resume -- probably doesn't have the delivery to pull this one
off. Cabinet or VP, unless something changes.
Chris Dodd
Nice guy. Not happening.
Dennis Kucinich and Mike Gravel
Delightfully unelectable.
'You Tube'
This Washington Post story reprinted in the Duluth News-Tribune talks
about a fundamental problem -- one indirectly related to a couple
columns I wrote this month -- that the Internet is not truly democratic
until high-speed access is affordable and universally accessible. I
have argued that northern Minnesota should marshal its resources to
enhance high-speed access and afford ability. The poor and the rural
are not at the table yet and we must fix this. Water, heat,
electricity, internet.
The web is a utility now and should be treated as such.
Harry Potter
BROWN HQ (July 23, 2007) -- The ending is "out there" now, so I'm not
going to play the spoiler game here. I am just struck, after having
read a 750-page novel in two days, at the significance of what J.K.
Rowling has done with her "Harry Potter" series. It is on one hand an
escapist children's tale of magic, but also a window into our times.
No, I'm not one of those "Voldemort = Dick Cheney" guys. I think
Voldemort is something that lives in all of us -- a sense of selfish
pride, loneliness, hopelessness and fear that exists in every person.
We are all fighting this battle every day and Rowling has put it all in
a children's book. She takes criticism for her prose, but I think it's
good that her style does not match that of the award-winning literary
novels of our day. It's an old story of good vs. evil told in modern
times to a vast audience. It's a coming of age story wrapped up in a
mortality play. I just think that's very creative. In her final Potter
book, Rowling has completed a seven-part masterpiece that will hold up
over time.
Happy Birthday, Balsam Township!
BROWN HQ (July 21-22, 2007) -- It's Centennial weekend for Balsam
Township in rural Itasca County, Minnesota. Our home township didn't
have paved roads until World War II and at one time was known as the
poaching capital of Minnesota. Lots of good people and good times this
weekend, though, as we celebrate 100 years with our friends, family and
neighbors.
Writing under double pressure
(This is my weekly
column for the Sunday, July 22, 2007 Hibbing Daily Tribune).
So, we’ve got these newborn twin boys at home now and a
two-year old to boot. Therefore I’m now crouching in the hall closet
scrawling
this column in the margins of a Lands End catalogue with a red pen that
Henry
just recently tried to insert into the dog. Outside, nothing but tiny
yelling.
One of the first things to suffer under the
strain of
three boys age two or younger (henceforth known as “babysplosion”) is
the part
of your brain that develops 600-word columns for the newspaper, the
pontificatabellum. Everyone has a pontificatabellum, but only
columnists like
me have harnessed its powers to get paid to write about economic
development
one week and baby poo the next. Anyway, mine’s shot. The best I can do
is a
stream of observations that might be great columns under normal
conditions.
* We’ve had the babies home for a couple weeks
now, so we
can safely look back at our experience of going through a pregnancy and
delivery. Our medical community in the Hibbing area is outstanding.
I’ve been
to many larger cities and more populous regions that don’t have the
diversity
and depth of medical service that we enjoy here, including cities the
size of
Duluth that don’t have regular obstetrics care. This is one area where
the Iron
Range holds a tremendous quality of life advantage over other places. I
would
elaborate, except Henry is currently attempting to smother the dog with
a
decorative pillow.
* We got a DVR receiver for our satellite last
week. This
means we can pause live TV, record multiple programs and store hours of
our
favorite shows for later viewing. When I got it I thought, “Ooo, this
means I
can find educational shows to use in my classes and we can tape “Lost”
to look
for clues.” Reality has been a cruel mistress. About half the hard
drive is
packed with episodes of “Thomas the Tank Engine,” and I programmed
about half a
dozen movies that I won’t be able to watch until these kids are driving
cars.
Flying cars.
* A few weeks ago the big news outlets reported
on a
recent study that shows that first born people have slightly higher
IQ’s than
their younger siblings. Some attribute the difference to the
environmental
factors faced by first borns, including more responsibility and
parental
attention. Speaking as the oldest of my family, I know that the issue
is really
that younger siblings are just a little bit dumb. They try hard, which
is cute,
but they’re just not going to win any chess tournaments. (You know, 20
years
later it still feels good to rip on your siblings).
* We’re going to bite the bullet and go shop
for a
minivan in the next couple months. People make fun of minivans as being
the
vehicular equivalent of being spayed or neutered. I don’t think that
way at
all. One of my first cars was a minivan and I won a drag race with one
once. (I
suppose I shouldn’t do that this time around). We also already own a
station
wagon, so a minivan won’t change our image all that much. Christina had
a good
idea to put a bumper sticker on the station wagon that read “My other
car is a
minivan” and vice versa.
As soon as these little guys start sleeping
more than
three hours at a time, I’ll be back to my “coherent” self. Or so I now
claim.
The ironic thing about parenthood is that it provides bountiful writing
topics
and very little time to put them on paper.
More columns
Brown on the air -- Saturday, July 21
BROWN HQ (July 20, 2007) -- An essay about my boy scout experiences,
including a sugar-induced joy ride in a pickup truck and failure to tie
knots, airs this Saturday on 91.7 KAXE's "Between You and Me" with
Heidi Holtan from 10 a.m. to noon. The piece will likely be re-aired
Monday morning on the KAXE morning show between 6:30 and 9 a.m.
The Duluth Dozen
BROWN HQ (July 18, 2007, with July 20 updates) -- I like
a juicy small- to mid-sized city
election. In Minnesota, they're supposed to be nonpartisan (but there's
a lot of winking which keeps it edgy). Also, city elections tend to be
very personal. A hundred votes can shift in a heartbeat if there's a
traffic jam or if one of the candidates looks splotchy on cable access
TV. Crazy people are not screened out of debates or even the evening
news, so awkward diatribes reign supreme. In years past the Iron Range
produced plenty of these sorts of things. In the early 20th Century
until the 1950s,
before labor organizing was accepted in the mines, workers would form
secret societies to elect their own to high city office. These
organizations, called Units, often met in small groups with information
relayed from group to group by liaisons. In Hibbing and several smaller
towns they succeeded in electing a slate of candidates to city offices.
City politics in places like
Hibbing, Virginia and other small Range towns are actually less
organized today, with fewer candidates and usually only petty
controversies. In Hibbing last year, the race for mayor didn't have a
primary and featured the incumbent and an inexperienced candidate who
actually "rapped" his answers to questions in one debate. (Yes, he had
a beat box guy there with him).
Thus, I must comment on the hum-dinger of an election they're cooking
up in Duluth. Twelve (!) candidates filed for the primary, including
the last-minute entry of the incumbent, Herb Bergson, who had
previously said he wouldn't run. Other candidates include Charlie Bell,
Meg Bye, Joanne Fay, Greg Gilbert, Todd Gremmels, Sunny Helbacka,
Reiner Nelson, Don Ness, Jim Pratt, John Socha and Robert Wagner.
Today's DNT
has the Bergson story and a glimpse at the race.
UPDATE: It's impossible to
predict who will come out of the Sept. 11 primary
right now. I could see any combination of Bergson, Ness (current city
councilor and former campaign chair for Congressman Oberstar), Bell
(businessman and most conservative
top tier candidate), Fay (county commissioner), Bye (former city
councilor) or
Gilbert (current councilor). Most of the top candidates in this race
are Democrats in a city that votes DFL about 3-1. Thus progressives
will probably split their votes between Gilbert, Bye or Ness. Moderates
will take a hard look at Ness, Fay, Bell and possibly Bergson, whose
anti-union diatribes of late have separated him from the progressives.
Conservatives will unite behind Bell or Fay or maybe Bergson because
conservatives in Duluth really, really hate unions. Even though Bergson
has had a dismal first term, with a DUI arrest, public battles with
almost every city worker union and bad press following ham handed
firings and public relations gaffes, he's still got the best chance of
advancing to the general because of name recognition. The top two
candidates might have only 15 or 20 percent apiece, which might allow
an interesting pair to emerge. In the general, Bergson would be at a
disadvantage -- especially against Bell (who lost in '03 but has a lot
of money and business backing) or Ness (who, despite losing the labor
endorsements and having no backing from the liberal DFL wing, was
Duluth's highest vote-getter as the at-large city councilor over the
past decade). In fact, if I had to predict anything it would be that
the next mayor of Duluth will be Ness, Bell or a re-elected Bergson.
Stay tuned.
Jim Webb is awesome
BROWN HQ (July 16, 2007) -- I am declaring Sen. Jim Webb
(D-Va.) my adopted senator. He gave a great speech after President
Bush's last State of the Union address and gave a gutty
performance on "Meet the Press" this past Sunday. Edwards-Webb?
Obama-Webb? Either way some southern governor or Tim Pawlenty is going
to get his a** kicked in the VP debate.
Win Twins!
BROWN HQ (July 16, 2007) -- Fresh off a four-game sweep
of Oakland, the Twins play three with division leader Detroit starting
Tuesday. With the late night bottle feedings and baby tending, I am
watching more Twins games start to finish these days. We'll find out if
our small market boys can get it done this week. All our boys will be
old enough to go to a game when they open the new stadium in a couple
years. That is one of several hopes that gets me through these long
formula-smelling nights.
As the boondoggle turns...
BROWN HQ (July 16, 2007) -- There's lots going on these
days, both in my house and in the world around us. Our surviving raising of
twin baby boys and 2-year-old son is most important, but in the outside
world I am also interested in the ongoing Excelsior Energy story. We
the people are all waiting for the state PUC to rule on whether this
unproven startup company will be granted a sweetheart deal to build an
Iron Range power plant to sell electricity at rigged prices because of
its status as an experimental coal gasification plant. The
company announced today that it has agreements to upgrade the power
grid in northern Minnesota if the PUC grants the power purchase
agreement. In truth, this is just window dressing. It's all about the
PUC's decision at this point. I'm looking at a public document showing
Excelsior's 2004-2005 spending of an Iron Range Resources loan which
includes $38,000 in Ikea furniture for two different Twin Cities suburb
offices, $5,000 for the Range office (which is reasonable, but how come
the crappy furniture gets sent north?) and a $5,000 trip to Italy,
along with more than $100,000 -- the largest single expenditure -- to a
consulting company that specializes in marketing and websites. No word
on whether members of Excelsior's vast lobbying corps assembled the
Ikea furniture, though that mental image amuses me.
Dudes. I totally would have made you a website for $89,900. I am
already furnished!
Seriously, PUC. Kill this thing. It's a boondoggle.
AP headline from Yahoo News
BROWN HQ (July 15, 2007) -- Here is an AP headline
from Yahoo.com:
"Robot air attack squadron bound
for Iraq"
I think I speak for everyone when I say,
"why have we waited so long?" If you have a robot air attack squadron,
don't hold it back! Don't even tell me they haven't called Godzilla
yet. He's probably just chilling under the ocean thinking that there
ISN'T a global assault on democracy by Islamofascists going on. Call
him! There is no surge quite like a 200 ton scaly tail to the FACE,
brother!
Room for two
(This is my weekly Sunday column for the July 15, 2007 Hibbing Daily Tribune.)
On July 2, 2007, we welcomed twin boys into our
world.
Douglas and George join our son Henry in what now becomes a pretty big
brood by
modern standards. I used to look at those families – the ones with
waves of
sticky toddlers teeming out of shopping carts and restaurant booths –
and
wonder how that happened. Now
I know.
My wife Christina and I have expected these
guys for a
long time. We found out early after a scare brought us to the hospital.
On the
ultrasound screen, where we desperately hoped to see one healthy baby,
we saw
two healthy babies. We entered a trance; overwhelmed with joy,
trepidation and
rough estimates of diaper prices (everything times two). But for all
the months
of waiting, the whole idea seemed conceptual (no pun intended), like an
album
cover design drawn on a bar napkin.
Now, after a couple months of bed rest, a
tanker truck of
ice cream and frequent requisitions from fast food restaurants, Doug
and George
are here. They were born a couple weeks early, but healthy, hungry and
loud.
I’ve had plenty of “wow” moments in my life, but no wow compares to
holding
these guys in the nursery and realizing that both would be coming home
with us.
There are so many fears involved in parenting.
These
fears range from the big stuff, like health and safety, to the fear of
somehow
screwing up your kids by feeding them too many hot dogs or artificial
sweetener. In red state households: “What if my kids don’t like
sports?” In
blue state households: “What if my kids lack whimsy and advanced test
scores?”
For me, the biggest fear with the twins was that I would mix them up.
I’ve
known lots of twins and invariably I think Bob is Bill and Bill is Bob.
That’s
fine when Bill works at the gas station and Bob is the mail carrier,
but you
can’t get away with that when the twins live across the hall and share
your
DNA.
On the big day, though, these fears
melted away. There’s
no mistaking Doug – who on his birthday looked a little like my dad but
mostly
like himself. And George resembles Henry a little, but a good look into
his
eyes shows you that he’s his own baby. Each has a unique personality,
even if
their activities are now limited to three or four predominantly
biological
tasks. I’m a writer, so it hit me that our boys are all new characters
–
vibrant, with virtues and flaws, but ultimately deep and distinct. I
don’t know
the men they’ll come to be yet, but I so look forward to the adventure
of
finding out.
I won’t sugar coat it. These first nights are
totally
kicking our butts. But even though I didn’t know it all those months
ago, there
is room for two more at our table and in our hearts. Most of our fears
have
proven unfounded, with the exception of diaper prices (These guys go
through
Huggies the way an old time newspaper reporter goes through unfiltered
cigarettes). Doug and George, welcome to the Earth in general and our
house in
particular. You’re the sixth generation of Browns on the Iron Range and
who
knows what the future will bring. We’ll keep things interesting for you
and I’m
sure you’ll keep it interesting for us.
After all, we’re one of those
families now: big, sticky and loud.
NOTE: There are hazards in having worked for
the
newspaper and now writing this column out of the office. The casual
e-mail I
sent to my e-mail address book announcing Doug and George’s birth was
accidentally run as an official birth announcement in last Sunday’s
newspaper.
If the wording seemed a tad informal, just know that a proper
announcement and
pictures taken more than five minutes after their birth are on the way.
Brown on the air
BROWN HQ (July 14, 2007) -- There
was a change to the schedule I forgot to post here. The crazy scout
trip essay I talked about last week will be broadcast next Saturday on
July 21 on "Between You and Me" with Heidi Holtan. This week's "BYM"
essay is about what fame means on the Iron Range. It will be
rebroadcast on Monday morning's KAXE morning program. In fact, many of
these Saturday essays are rebroadcast the following Monday if you miss
the Saturday debut. Tune in at 91.7 FM in northern Minnesota or online
at www.kaxe.org.
In case you've forgotten, I write and record essays each week for this
unique music and call-in show on KAXE, a large independent NPR
affiliate radio station in northern Minnesota. I plan to release many
of the essays in a book scheduled to come out in Summer 2008. The same
book will feature many original works and several of my Hibbing Daily
Tribune columns which are posted here each week.
Makin' steel?
BROWN HQ (July 13, 2007) -- I haven't blogged in a while
because of the nonstop feeding and diaper changing going on in my
world. I'm also behind on my columns and essays. But it's been an
interesting week of news, so I'll chime in with a couple items this
morning.
A Wednesday night meeting revealed that Minnesota Steel is VERY close
to getting necessary permits to start building a mining and steel
making operation near Nashwauk. This would be the first time steel was
made on a large scale on the Mesabi Range. Naturally, there are
environmental concerns, but an Indian steelmaker has signed on as
financier of this project which is the largest hurdle.
An astute observer might wonder why I like the steel plant but not
Excelsior Energy's proposed experimental coal gas power plant by
Taconite. The short answer is market support. It does us no good to
throw all our money at things that will only come back later to ask for
even larger amounts of money. All the mines on the Range were built --
with few minor exceptions -- without government help. They were built
because there was huge demand for the ore. The reason the steel plant
is now so close to being built -- after almost three decades of
nebulous deals -- is not the several million in loans and grants given
by the state and Iron Range Resources (which, I admit, probably helped
a little), but the fact that steel prices are good and the world needs
lots of steel right now. If the steel market drops -- as one day it may
-- we might see shutdowns or production cuts, but no amount of
government money (certainly the amounts we can control locally) would
fundamentally change those forces.
Some would say that we have a strong demand for energy, so we should
support the experimental coal gas plant for the same reasons. The
problem with this idea is that the power produced by this plant would
cost a lot more than market rates and people would be forced to buy the
power at these higher rates. Also, the power plants backers have not
been 100 percent clear or honest with the people about how well their
so-called innovative technology works. A third of their financing is
from the federal government and, near as I can tell, most of their
current operating expenses (lobbying, marketing and engineering) are
coming from government loans and grants, all of which are backed by
federal loan guarantees. Excelsior promises only about 100 permanent
jobs, so there is a scenario out there where each of those jobs will
have cost thousands of dollars, maybe even $100,000, to generate. I
argue, again, that the people can do better with their public money. If
the Excelsior plant is so great, they should be able to build it
without all the back door deals. If it really is an experiment, to
prove that the technology is viable and clean, they should experiment
first on a small scale with the larger plant being built if and only if
that first experiment succeeds. I'd vote for that. I am reminded of the
biomass project underway in Hibbing and Virginia, where two public
utilities are experimenting with burning plantation trees for city
power supplies. If those experiments succeed, we could have a boon for
northern Minnesota loggers and cleaner energy for public utilities. And
that's great. Same thing if you can work the kinks out of coal
gasification and carbon capturing. I am betting that major problems
could occur, though, because none of the big power producers in
Minnesota are biting on this technology yet -- even though they're
dropping millions on wind power.
Anyway, I digress. I find that I need a stiff drink every time I talk
too much about this so I'll stop now. It is, after all, only 11 a.m.
Quick, find a historian...
BROWN HQ (July 13, 2007) -- So President Bush says that
his legacy in Iraq can only be judged by historians in the future. Then
in the same breath he suggests, in almost a gentle whisper, that the
whole mess is the fault of his field commander who didn't ask for more
troops to start the war.
Once a chickenhawk, always a chickenhawk. I hope people in the military
are suitably ticked off about this. This guy creates a culture that
punishes -- literally -- anyone who argues with the notion that the
administration is absolutely correct in invad